I am still blogging via iPhone. My poor old laptop needs a tune up.
I woke up feeling very weird (the spinning....) and then got sick to my stomach a few hours later. Fun. I felt as if I were foggy and stoned for most of the day... I had to drive with loud music so as not to fall asleep. Chemo side effects... They're so excitingly unpredidtable...
I took some food to Beth and snuck a peek at new baby Zara despite my altered state. Beth was alone and overwhelmed and ready to lose it. I know the insanity of that time (still recovering from it!) And I wanted to help. We've been through a lot together and she has no family on the West Coast. When I left I was feeling better.... It was nice to help someone else instead of vice versa.
Tonight I ended up in a very intense, long overdue, and hard talk with my mom. We sat in her car outside of our house, crying and explaining. I feel that we cleared a lot of dry brush from a dense trail and can see down the path. This is good.
Big day for a fuzzy brain!

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